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I've had 3 and 1/2 weeks of hell this past month. In part my life has stopped short and I am just DYING to get back to normal. I've been so scared, but never as scared as I am today, the day of my Rhuematoid doc appt. To get all my bloods back. Will we confirm the diagnosis I got of Erythema Nodosum as 2 internal medicine doctors believed, or will there be a greater nightmare. I am very, very worried.
I have been in so much pain, have had so much heartache over this mess. Swelling, fatigue, nodules throughout the lower half of my body, aches and joint pains that can bring me to tears. I just want my life and my body back. I'm so fearful. The cancer word forget about it…I'd die on the spot of a heart attack. But all signs thus far have point to a probable strep infection that went untreated, caused pink eye and then E. Nodosum, but it's a rollercoaster of blood work, chest xrays, doctor appts. and finally now I guess a diagnosis.
If her bloods don't coe back with any clues, she will send me to a dermatologist for a biopsy. Praying she just confirms. My mind is running in circles, I can't sleep well, I cant play like I norally do with my kiddos. I'm not Shelly. I'm always in pain and I just can't stand it any longer.
What is wrong with me? Mystery diagnosis it feels like because something isn't right. Sorry this video is sooo long. I appreciate your support. I'm extremely emotional right now.
I need prayers today PLEASE…GOOD NEWS..ONLY GOOD NEWS. My life has been far too hard already! I can't take more really.
Thanks again,
Shelly
